Why Now?

For a couple of years now, I’ve been wanting to start a journal, a diary, a blog. Anything. But I “never got around to it.” Truth is, I’ve always felt embarrassed. I’ve never been a “good writer.” I saw my thoughts and experiences as irrelevant. But I understand now.

I matter too.

Nobody may care about what I have to say, or what I’ve experienced. But I feel as if this is the therapy I’ve been needing for awhile now.

I need to find myself.

I don’t know who I am, or who I want to be. I don’t see myself as someone with any talents. I don’t have hobbies. I don’t play sports. I don’t have any best friends; I barely have friends period.

But I don’t want to be stuck describing myself as the person who “doesn’t.” I want to have something. I want to be something.

I feel like I’ll be able to accept myself if I can finally understand myself. That’s what I want from this blog.

I want to become me.

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